Tuesday, November 24, 2009

PERFECT ANGEL

This week marks the six month anniversary of my sweet mom passing away. It has been really weird going through this. It seems that i should still see her in the kitchen or waiting for a phone call from mom and dad, yet it is only dad that i get to talk too. He is the one i worry about the most.
THE THINGS I WILL NEVER FORGET
1. she never yelled at my once in my whole life. (and not because i was such a wonderful child, but because she handled it better)
2. she never gossiped or talked bad about anyone ever.
3. she is the best grandma ever and taught my kids so much.
4. she was so patient and loving.
5. she loves the gospel so much
6. she always had the radio on to cozy 106.5. (my dad used to hate that station, but now every time i go to his house he has cozy 106.5 playing on the radio all day)
7. she taught me how to be a good mom
8. she could sit and play with mcaydee for hours. drawing, doing crafts, baking, listening to her crazy stories. she was never too busy. and really she would spend 2 hours at a time doing those things with my kids. she always wanted to babysit.
9. her creativity
10. the way she worried about my dad and his heart problems. ( before they would go on vacation she would get all the information for the nearest hospital just to be safe.)
11. her beautiful face
There are so many things that i miss but i am so grateful that she was with me for 26 years.
i am going to try to live more like she lived.
Mcaydee told me that sometimes grandma talks to her and whispers that she loves her. and i believe it.
i love my family and am so grateful for my dad. he really is the greatest in the whole world.
My mom was the perfect mom, and now she is my perfect angel
I love you mommy -love Liv-